O2 Angels!

What a great night w/ O2 Angels, I enjoyed it sooooo much! You gals surely are angels to me.... =) Although we missed 阿dra, Mimi & Tasha, but... Beth, Jessica, Christina, Jean and Claire, I love being with you. I'm so proud of Beth & Christina, what an walking testimony of you two to do missions this summer (Christina's longer..... years). I hope I can go, both traveling & missions..... and Jean, your sharing encouraged me. Jessica - you're fun to be with, and you're hyperer today! hehe.... glad to see the other side of you. ^^" And Claire, my home church sister ^^ GO O2 Angels! =)

Btw, today Xiang left to China to get her formal wedding in her hometown. We talked yesterday and she gave me blessings 2.... I'm gonna miss ya.

For You are strong, although I am weak

Is it so hard, so painful to let go? You still don’t see what other people see? As our lives, sentiments, thoughts can only be more complex, you gotta have your vision & passion, to walk on with perseverance, and without doubts. Growth means to take on more duties, responsibilities, pressures, and more of what you were not/could not before. Spiritual growth means to die more in flesh and submit more to the Lord.

 

The boldness you had to make the decision you did, I’m so proud of you. “For You are strong, although I am weak…. “ A song I wrote sometime last year at my down pit. And once again, I need it.

2 Js... Jessica & Jeremy!

On Friday morning, my mom told me that that night my older cousin from Australia finally decided to make it to come to the US after they attended Lala's commencement in Canada. Right after fellowship, three of us girls 'rushed' home. Seriously.. it haven't been like that... to see three of us ALL heading home right after the cell group. ^^"

It's great to see my niece (kaka) and nephew (jeremy). :) Still can't believe I'm an aunty already.... They're adorable kids! And by observing the way my cousin treated her kids, I realized how much difficult it is ... to be a mom, to be a parent, to be considerate and yet setting the boundaries. The reality? -- I feel like I'm way not prepared.... ^^" Anywayz, kids are so naive and easy to be convinced. They surely take every word you say - whatever comes out from parents' mouths are just so powerful! ....

My emtion had gone like roller coasters in the past days, many reasons. Few important things learned at work, one of the most, particularly - try not to over analyzing.

Chaos

Somtimes I just wanna be away.... not expecting anything, not being hurt, be idle... and now I'm in that moment again. I admit I'm much weaker than I thought...