nice chatting over fb w/ cousin tonight! felt like i was breathing tonight... maybe cuz i'm not going to the construction site tmr! haha so i finally felt i have a night to spend! (: actually, today i was kinda frustrated. simply cuz a student told his parents that 美語課很無聊 >< what the heck... just felt like i've spent so much time preparing and this kid simply said this to his parents which made them report this to the after-school and so the superintendent wanted to talk to me. anyhow, so they just want more GAMES~ kk... i'll figure sth out, just feel like there's more work for me @@
oh, been wanting to write this - 感覺生老病死在台灣離我更近... 可能是因為台灣親戚多, 爸媽認識的人也多, 所以會聽到的故事也多. 不是好或不好的問題, 而是有點不太適應... 相比之下, 美國真的好像paradise, cuz i don't hear as much... 多數朋友都是平輩的吧, 照顧也沒自家人多, 所以... 好似回到了現實. 雖然如此, 還是覺得調整是好的, 挑戰是應該的, 因為是遲早要面對的 - 台灣還是一部份重要的我, 雖然有時我還是看自己是foreigner...
writing helps me organizing my thoughts better, through writing i can understand why i feel this and that. and often times it's through writing on the spot that my thoughts will crystallize. i certainly like knowing how my inner thoughts formed very much! =D
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