Thursday, July 2, 2009

Thoughts Be4 I Head to CQ

After talking to my brother, I felt knowing my future direction a bit clearer :) Uncertainty.. is crucial in accomplishing what God wants us to do. Sometimes we feel so tempted to quickly grasp the path we're comfortable with, and often presume that it's the best way out.. but, it might NOT be the path God wants us to take - we choose out of efficiency, level of comforts, just simple way out. 昨天在禱告會, 因為我們去重慶的行程臨時的更改, 關牧師強調我們的態度.. 是重點, 不是這些用世俗的眼光來看的確會讓人有抱怨的改變. 我開始覺得後兩個禮拜的行程反倒才是這次旅程的climax, 才是明白這次 神藉著大環境的問題想要讓我們看見的. I'm so excited of this change now. I pray that I'll love Chinese, specifically, 重慶人, more.. instead of constantly focusing on my ability or myself, and also to love those ABC teammates that I go with more, 要不然, 我也可能會因著他們太隨意, 會總是用美國的standard/environment來比較而抱怨的口而產生不合一.


Be a watchman.. be alert, be a unity bridge, are reminders repeatedly mentioned to me by many adults... Lord, let Your Holy Spirit be my only strength, and I desire to experience this yr's trip differently than all the ones I've gone to. Let my heart be calm and always know that You are in control when unexpected situations arise throughout the trip. 今天無意中看了本書, 又看到2 Cor. 7:10. 愛的情感是【依著 神的意思憂愁】, 世俗的憂愁是愧疚, 是【叫人死的】. I give praise and thanksgiving to You, the Lord Almighty!

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