Internship

Yep, internship at VOH doing children's ministry starting next year, something that came out after Field Ed's requirement of meeting w/ my supervisor, Mrs. Kwan, for the past few months. I think I'm excited about it; at the same time anxious just by dwelling on it. This is some kind of challenge that my cousins had nicely but strongly suggested me to think clearly before I came to my final conclusion. Candidly, my Spring semester (correctly speaking, the unending Fall II, Spring, and Spring II) is gonna drive me nuts again in the first half of 2009. The Haggard Graduate of Theology has decided to switch the 9-weeks courses to 15-weeks, something unexpected when I first initiated to talk to Mrs. Kwan about the probable internship. Mrs. Kwan encouraged me to just step out in faith... all the talk isn't gonna do any good unless you step out, she said sth like that. Well, I can only believe that God knows better of the current situation I'm facing and has provided grace. I'm stepping out... Steph said something really positive about my decision; it was such a compliment to hear it from someone who's such a pro teacher, who has faith in me!


So much I hope I can do to change, and will eventually, and possibly realize cognitively how much I cannot do too. It'll be such a learning process... to stretch, to expand, to rely on Him and not on myself. See how positive I am right now... you gotta remember this moment Jane! =)