Grandma's Memorial Service

之前沒有寫是因為覺得有很多的事情involve.... 有些也不想說, 因為處於無解的狀態, 所以就乾脆不寫.~

 

告別式一切非常的順利, 歸榮耀給 神! Thanks to all who prayed for us. :) 其實我自己個人很多時很無力, 所以很多時處於放棄的狀況. 我爸媽所擺上的真的的多, 當然我姑姑們, 阿姨們, 叔叔們還有很多熟或不熟悉的親戚們也都很關心跟幫忙. 自從奶奶過世後, 每天大家就按照時間, 一天三次 10 am, 3 pm, & 8 pm 在我家聚集唱詩歌讚美. 歌曲包括"萬王a王" (奶奶的最愛), "你是信實的上帝", "耶和華祝福滿滿", "輕輕聽", "奇異恩典", 及一首台語流行歌 "媽媽" 等. 哥花了很多時間做個紀錄片, 加錄了多位的懷念感言. 還在一次為了錄我的鋼琴, 不小心洗掉, 在告別式前幾天重做, 使他和小鳳姐可犧牲了不少睡眠. 打著奶奶的生平介紹, 我才知道奶奶在60歲前其實都很吃苦. 我爸年輕時的發願, 也總算在跟我媽結婚後, 接了奶奶來住台南. My grandma looked sooo cute, she's always so naive and considerate. 看著奶奶最後這幾個月的clips, 真的就忍不住落淚... but thank God, I know where she is right now. Heaven is where her home is, and I will see her again in her glorious form again. No more fake tooth, no more slump back, she'll be in a perfect condition! :)

 

安葬在富貴南山的"路得館", I still can't believe that I didn't get to see her last face.... but in bone ashes. 整個程序都有 神保守, 不是基督徒的親朋好友也都跟著我們的形式. 堂哥跟堂姐也自己說有信主跟沒有信主的致詞就是有差, 他們說我爸聽起來很正義稟然, 也很有深度. I felt God's seeds planted somewhere, but seems will need more than a lot to water them, and it requires lots persistent and continuous prayers for them. 可是我自己受culture的影響很多時候很無力, 情緒不好, 想躲. Yeh, like what Joseph said,  I'm coping a lot faster than him who stayed here more than half a year by now, but I know cuz I'm treating this as a vacation, not a permanent home. Sounds indifferent? I'm just so confused of my mixed feelings. However, the memorial service was a blessing to all who came, and also to our own HUGE families & relatives. *我家族比我想像中還要大... incredible.

 

7/28/08 12:40 pm