Learning Piano~

I seriously don't get how jazz chords move~!! Even though I enjoy its beauty and freedom, I don't know how to play them.... @@ Speaking of piano, Dr. Chang is one of a kind classical piano teacher whom I was fortunate to learn from. Though tardiness is one of my pet peeves, and his unpunctuality has really gotten on my wick! >< Nevertheless, he indeed has inspired me so much.... I've not SOO been aspired and urged to practice classical piano since... 10?! Yet he made me yearning to practice even just ETUDE!!!!!!!! @@ It became so fun playing it..... He is truly amazing..... not only his playing, but I highly value his proficient teaching/interpretation of music.. not to mention his skillful technique at such age (30 sth?) Anyhow... I wish I can find a jazz piano teacher like him who can motivate me to see the new outlook of jazz piano... in a simpler way that I understand how to apply! (:

一年過一半了! @@

Seriously... 我嚇到了! 昨天看著新聞說, 交通局糊塗地將罰單輸入進6/31... 讓民眾傻眼不知該如何回應... 因為一般會等到30後才處理, 可能就發現已經逾期付費了... (傻眼的一則新聞) 那時我才忽然驚醒.... 7月了.... >< 怎麼這麼快2010已經過半年去了...... 啊~~~ 主啊, 是老了嘛, 怎麼對於時間消逝地怎麼快有感嘆呢?! I really need to use my time wisely!

不進則退

不進則退... 這是真的, 因為人人在求進步, 神也是個天天做事的 神.... 不懈怠. 屬靈的道理也是這樣, 不追求, 就是在原地踏步, 甚至或是後退...... 最近覺得自己的屬靈生命就是這樣... @@ 天氣熱就昏昏沈沈的, 需要goals.... 工作希望能盡快有好消息, 有 神帶領去的工作環境.


媽咪今天下午12:30帶進去開刀, 注了嗎啡有昏昏睡睡得感覺, 不過感謝 神, 她這次沒有上次那麼痛了....... 媽咪好勇敢, 這是她第四次開刀了....... 我光上次牙齒開刀已經有壓力了, 好難想像媽咪可以開了四次 @@ 她今天還開懷無壓力似地跟護士說呢..... =p 早上我去看陳文毅醫師, 左腳凸起來的部份不算壞消息, 也因為等太久, 拿起好消息雜誌起來看, 看了幾個感人的見證.... 主持人的分享, 洪榮宏一家的見證, 還有幾個藝人的照片... 有些人都一直不知道是基督徒... 看來 神真是在娛樂界做奇妙的事... continuously! You are an awesome GOD! So.. I can entrust myself to One who judges justly.


對了 昨天忽然想到... "reap whatever you sow".... 好大的警醒.... what have I been sowing? what am I sowing?

保護自己

I'll start watch out for what I share w/ others... simply because... 有時話會傳到不需要知道的人, 而導致不必要的負面影響.... 以前只是覺得要坦白, 但是... 我發現到了個要保護自己的地步了....


要有技巧... 真的好難, 但是我真的要學習... 謝謝姐姐提醒! (:

啊~~~

我自認是很願意分享我自己比較私人事情的人..... 但是, 這不代表我的朋友可以隨意分享我的私人事情... @@ 今晚聽到個讓我極其傻眼的事情..... >< 啊~ 雖然在教會的環境裡有時很難避免, 但是... 仍是希望不隨便提別人的事情吧~~~~! 超傷腦筋....

呼召/Calling

Yes... I know the importance of discovering our callings... but, only one like me struggles so hard and yet still can't manage to find an answer! >< I understand that people probe such a question to get to know you; nevertheless, to respond in a definite and secure posture is real tough for me... for as long as I remembered whenever pastors/mentors had attempted to plug me into ministries. Am I deluding myself from what I deeply feel? Or is it rightly that God hasn't revealed the ULTIMATE purpose He has ordained when He made me? Argh.............. how I wish I just KNOW by instincts to my confusion, my never-solvable question~ Lord, please grant me the strength to dig into what You meant for me to understand, even if it takes time and steady effort... and help me to accept what by human effort can never accomplish, and gladly acknowledge it with obedience. 我能交托, 因為我深知那愛我的主, 是永不止息的愛. 主啊, 也幫助我能適時, 適當, 和祢的工作連結, 產生正確的回應!

Job hunt

I'm in the process of job hunting... decided to try educational-type of job for now. Sent out a few resumes, made a few phone calls... being one without any education background, after school & cram school seemingly are my only options... or thru network to get into public schools~ haha see how God provides...... FAITH! (: